Bringin out the worst in me

I'm going to need to take some time to think and clarify

~_~

BREAKFAST TIME

Just thinking

I can be comfortable at home
Why try to do that anywhere else
Comfort equates to lost opportunities

..well

Under lock and key

is exactly where it'll be.

I don't knowwwwwwwwwwww
Maybe I do it on purpose
Who knows
Who cares

Overdue Announcement: I. Don't. Give. A. Fuck.

Make her happy.

Because she sure as hell deserves to be.
It's embarrassing how selfish and thoughtless I've been.

I can't seem to get passed that stage of Anger.
But whatever. It's not like I'm really trying anyways.
Fuck you.

MOVE ON WHAT THE FUCK

Unpleasant realities

It becomes more and more apparent, day after day, how little I actually fit in with you all. It's sad but it's true and I need to stop making excuses in an attempt to justify why I should care.Whatever.

Round 1

Competed for the first time today.............It was not so bad!!! I actually cannot wait for next Wednesday. Anyways. Fuck me I have so much homework.

1. ...........K
2. I love you all
3. MIA MIA MIA
4. But I lack the energy to even give a fuck anymore.............
5. More hours in the day please
6. Cool. This is weird, idk about you
7. QT

Next?

I hate surprises.

Me, myself, and I

Jesus christ, my sleeping schedule has been really fucked up. Sleep at 10. Wake up at 3. HW. Sleep at 5. Wake up 6.  More or less. School is enjoyable, for reasons beyond my understanding. Having a full sized laptop is extremely convenient and so sososososo nice. Competition Wednesday. O boy. Nervous. Homecoming this Saturday, can't wait to see Ang and Sophia!!!! How exciting. Netflix thank u 4 being there. Actually finished my homework before 12 tonight. Productive productive. Don't really know why I'm not taking advantage of this and going to sleep......Jk I know why. I'm too lazy to shower. Sigh. Hygiene can be a bitch.

I love California. I love Chino Hills. I even love Diamond Bar.
BUT I WANT TO SEE MORE!! MORE MORE MORE.

I want to make a difference.
I want to be at the top of whatever I end up doing.
I want to do something that helps other people.
I want to see, hear, experience everything.

So many wants................................................How to get there...TBA

Being Sensible

Doing whatever you want. Because you can deal with the consequences.

THE BIG DAY

SATs today. I.want.my.score.now!!!.
Today was nice. I think it was the first time in months I was actually hanging out L-O-L
I hope I get an O.K part for Mock Trial........plz dont stick me with Detective Kennedy -_- plz plz plz
Guten nacht

I fucking hate Korean 4 -_-

When you have so much you want to say
But none of it what you need to say
And so nothing is said, with seemingly steadfast indifference.

Don't let goods things go.

Advice I needed months ago.
Advice I have no use for now.

SO MUCH MAKE UP HW
AND TESTS
AND SPEECH

Yet I waste hours days and nights on this one-thousand-something paged monster. And do not regret it.

attn

Reserve judgement. People change and are always changing.

Me Myself and I

I love people. All kinds.
At a distance.

Hi

@#R@TWADNKAFAD CAKDFM<ANSdcafjmnasd fa.
Still. Can't. Seem. To. Fucking. Get.Over. It.
You: 1 Me: 0
Ok whatever

Of course..

Mom saw my tat again LOL AH!!! IM SO DUMB.... I had my fing shirt up like who does that sigh... totally forgot about it.. And I walk into the kitchen and my moms like !!!!!!!!!!!!!$*#$! but I told her its henna..again.. I told her I go to the mall every 2 weeks to get it retouched.... My mom was just like ok.....my daughters a faggot............ HAHAhahaha ok sigh

SotU

1. Ok. Ouch. But whatever.
2. Yeah no never
3. I miss you but what's new
4. ................................................... *Reserving Judgement* ..............

Redefining Weekends

So.....guess who got a 23/55 on her Phyiscs test LOL GOT RAPED!! which is actually pretty amazing seeing how I gave up after 10 problems and literally answered A for the rest of the 55 questions....... I'm probably going to need to use my Saturdays to pre-review this shit now + SAT. I will miss you outside world.

P.S.

Yes, good riddance.

Junior Year: Definitely not a myth

So much fucking hw!!!!!!! Why am I even typing this I don't know... I just really do not want to work right now. Sigh. 2nd week of school.... Pre-finals work load.............................. So many things I need to get done. Not enough time. Not enough energy. AH.

JK It's honestly not that bad... as long as I manage my time well (aka doing work not writing useless blog posts)..... Just saw people bitching about school and I got caught up in the mood meh heh. Ok. Back to work.

Why Rose Why

.............Fuck

Fully healed ^_^

Fresh

I was reading over my old 2010-2011 entries and I think I almost got sick to my stomach. LOL. God I was so stupid.  But I didn't have the heart to delete it all so I just made a new blog. Hi.